I Pledged To Be A Millionaire

Today at this very moment in creating this journal, I'm down to $65.05 spread across 4 accounts with my bank. My fifth bank account is -$136.69 when adding it together I'm -$71.64 in the whole. I don't have an employer, I'm self employed; I have a wife, and she's upset with my financial status. I wanna be rich so bad, I can taste the lint off of money without putting it in my mouth. My credit is bad and I owe everybody in the world. Bill collectors constantly call me and I don't answer the phone. They send me letters and I don't even open them up. My friends know my personality and believe I have more money than they know. I have demonstrated confidence to my friends about my business sense. So, when I look at what I have and what is my net worth it's far behind. I'm not sad but I use to be, I'm not afraid because I've been in the situation many times before. I seem to escape the pothole only looking like I wonder right back into it again and again.

What am I doing wrong? Well, I'm expressing to you from this moment on; I will never be this broke again. I have a small amount of money to barely maneuver and what I do next is very important.

I've been on the millionaire dollar hunt for so long, so many times like this one it looks so far away. I have finally realized my situation. It's me 100%, it's all my fault. We all need money, but money doesn't define who I am. Because I'm in the hole doesn't necessarily mean I'm evil.

Here's what I've realized, when money comes into my life it's mine until I give it away. Nobody has taken any money from me other than the government on default of student loan payments from my tax refunds. So obviously they can't be taken.

But now I understand that money in the united states is nothing it's actually void. It's a currency based on the demand of foreign oil. It's backed by no shares of gold or anything. That concept was done away with in the 1930's. It's just numbers in a bank account and painted paper. Cash represents nothing materialistic at all. So this whole time I have been racing to obtain nothing (money).

What really matters the most are valuable resources. As fast as money comes in, it should be tied into something that's tangible, and something that could bring back your investment plus gain if you ever needed to liquidate or trade them. When you give somebody your money your actually trading them with an alternate source of a non at equal item. If you give money for anything valuable you win if you can keep it.

We base our wealth on paper, and some go as far as claiming their wealth on debt owed to them which is also based on paper. Debt by contracts with a signature and/or permissioned voice recordings, and crazy legal jargon is how people create wealth by debt.

If you actually have valuable things around you, that's your networth not your bank account. Also you have to include the debt owed by you which is prominent in the united states to equal out a true balance. When you add it all up that's how you should define yourself. Because one day the dollar will drop in value like it has done before. They say one day the Amero will be introduced to the world. It will be combining the America, Canda and Mexico currency. We should be obtaining valuable things like land, gold, and these type of items instead of nothing (money).

Don't get me wrong money assist in obtaining these things that you desire. Because when you think of yourself as being a millionaire you think of large numbers in a bank account and fancy lifestyle from nice car, house, healthy family, and etc. Please understand that money is not necessarily the answer in my book. Resources and trade is much more valuable with a realistic interpretation of how things work.